Why?

God, why do you cause ppl to hurt them selve? Why do you have such strange ways of getting ppl over things? God, i ask questions like this almost every day and Still you give me no answers. I never realized how over reactive ppl can get until two of my best friends tried to comit suiside 3 times each, cut them selves, became beliamic, and just don't know how to dealwith their grief. God, we all have greif, we all deal with it in our own ways, but why would you want ppl to physically hur them selves to get better? Why is it that Me and alot of my other fiends have just the same amount(some times more) of stress but we can get over it with out cutting, throwing up on purpose, starving our selves to look skinnier. Why is it that most kids who have everything the want and need think their lives suck? And then the kids who parents only have enough money to pay rent and get about 2 weeks of food for the month are happy and love life, when their lives kinda suck? I just dont under stand how many ppl a day kill them selves, compared to the number who listen to their friends who are trying to get them to stop what they're are doing. How is it that you make some ppl think that what they are doing wont kill them, but you make others KNOW that it will lead to that? Why do you make ppl atemp to kill them selves to show them that they shouldnt do it but you end up letting them try again? God, i am full of questions, but you have given me few answers to them? I am asking you, Why? because i am sick of pretending to know all about my friends doing and all the ppl like them. I ask you "Why?" because you are hurting ppl i love now, and also ppl who i love love, so on and soforth. I ask you "why?" God, because i know you care about every one, but you are making ppl YOU love hurt them selves in ways that is just horrible.