Life

My silent war is in descise.
You would know my content tries
In a world where everything counts
Everything needs to be in small amounts
Food friends fun and happiness
Only time to worry, none to reminess
Live in the moment, worry bout the future
Everyone causes more pain, nothing to use to suture

Hidden behind closed door you’d never guess
Every one judged by how the look, how they dress
With out a second glance you pass me in the halls
When you look at me, you treat me like I’m part of the walls

Why must I try this hard
Why do you make me go the extra yard?
Not pretty, not perfect, what else am I not?
Funny? Smart? In between I am caught
Between want and need
Between beg and pleed
What next will you make me do?

I look in the mirror at a total stranger
I see her eyes and feel like I’m in danger
Get me out of this trap you set
If you let me free I’ll pay back the debt

courage

told another lie today And I got through this day No one saw through my games I know the right words to say Like "I don't feel well" "I ate before I came" Then someone tells me how good I look and for a moment For a moment I am happy But when I'm alone No one hears me cry I need you to know I'm not through the night Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light I need you to know That we'll be okay Together we can make it through another day I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful The day I chose not to eat What I do know is how I changed my life forever I know I should know better There are days when I'm okay And for a moment For a moment I find hope But there are days when I'm not okay And I need your help So I'm letting go I need you to know I'm not through the night Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light I need you to know That we'll be okay Together we can make it through another day You should know you're not on your own These secrets are walls that keep us alone I don't know when but what I know now Together we'll make it through somehow Together we'll make it through somehow I need you to know I'm not through the night Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light I need you to know That we'll be okay Together we can make it through another day

emily moments

laughing llamas, licking little ladybugs, learning laws legally.
jumping jaguires jiggle jungle jumpers.
poptarts pop prickley pumpkins.
emily enlightens everyone eventually.
night night, noodles number never not!